i hate it when my foot falls asleep!! don't you?! lol

to jake, you know i'm cooler than you! no lies!
to boyana, you know that you're cool!
to destiny, what can say about you? you're just plain crazy girl!
to chris, eh you're almost there!
to brittany, you're just funny
any one else who i forgot to meantion you're right there by being cool next to me! lol

i is so bored right now!!  talk to me about anything random or something!!  that's all!!

oh my gosh!!!!! it's amazing i love it!!!!!!
it's called um...... burning up!!!! it's so gooood!!!! and so is that movie camp rock!!! whoo!! i loved that movie!!!

once upon a time there was a dude and he liked this girl. but she never told him how much she liked him. but he really liked her, but she didn't know it.
one day she asked him if he thought she was pretty...he said no
she asked him if he wanted to be with her forever...he said no
she asked him if he would ever miss her if something happened to her....he said no
she heard enough and walked away crying, he grabbed her by the arm and said

i don't think your pretty...you're beautiful

i don't want to be with you...i need to be with you

if something ever happened to you i wouldn't miss you....i'd die if anything happened to you.

i really don't know what to do anymore, i mean i'm out of high school and i should be happy right? i should be enjoying it right? wrong!!!

hey just telling you every friday night petey boy is hosting the fnmtv, it's pretty cool, of course yall already know about it so nevermind!!

someone just please talk to me or something on this journal, leave commments so i can be less of a dork, nevermind ha, just kidding, i'm making no sense at all on this journal!!

oh jeebus!!

WOW CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!!!???

DAYS ARE GOING BY SO FAST!!  remember live it to the fullest!!!  we can do it!! do it all night long!!! =D

don't know why i put that there but that's just me!! i'm just cool like that!

so remember what i said especially to you destiny and chris! kick them nasty thoughts, cause baby you know i got back!! hehe!!  just kidding!

 

 

holy cow, i just had a total de ja vu moment! wait did i spell that right? ha, nevermind, no okay have you ever felt like you've done something twice, as in you had a dream and it felt so real like you've done it before? hold on to your butts my friends!!! i think i really might be psychic, but not sure, but maybe i'm going crazy!! my last journal that i wrote about living your life to the fullest well on the radio they said the exact same thing i said!! only they said it today instead of yesterday! wow, that's so weird!!! don't you think so?

jump around like they ain't no tommorow, scream like you've never screamed before!! live the life you want to, just don't do drugs, it ain't cool!! make good choices that count, get high on life not on drugs. be real with yourself and be real with everyone!! have fun while you still can, you only have one life, live it to the fullest!!!!!

graduation is coming so fast right now!! i mean only four and a half more days left!!

hey petey boy and ashlee are eggo preggo!!! i'm so happy for them!!!  awwww, how cute!!!!

that's all i got for right now!!! =D

oh okay so i had this strange dream last night! i dreamt that i was in my robe for graduation and they called my name and everyone started to laugh at me, then i didn't get what they were laughing about until one of my friends nudged me and i was completely naked and i ran off the stage!!
i hope that's not telling me anythingm hopefully it was just a dream but it felt so real!! i'm pretty much scared for grad night!!
yeah so um...just had to tell yall! don't know why but i did!

okay this is going to saund so weird, but i'm inlove with three guys, alvin, simon, and theadore!! hehe, the chipmunks, i love them sooo much!! what did you think i meant? i know they're just fictional characters but i love them so much, their singing is so upbeat and fun to dance to!! i love them, did i meantion that already?!!

guess what happened in new york?!!! so many things!!
i met so many people, i met the cast of broadways hairspray, and the girl who plays tracy turnball is my height!! well okay only an inch taller than me so that's 4'11 i was so happy!! i got to meet them i took a picture with spiderman twice, i was so sad because batman wasn't there, but i took a picture with my second favorite super hero!! i met diane swayer from good morning america and got to take pictures with her then i met the actor who plays prince caspian on the chronicles of narnija on good morning america, i waved at him and he smiled and waved back at me!! it was awesome!! well you'll see all of the photos so no worries okay dokie!!
love yall and like i said on my last journal post, i'll keep you posted for pictures!!

okay so i got home from new york at 1:30 this morning and didn't have the energy to get up and go to school this morning!!

it was fun but my feet hurt so bad and wow, i don't think i'm going to be going back anytime soon!! but i loved it!! pictures will be put up soon so watch for them, or i'll just send a bulletin so just keep your eyes peeled!! now i know how fall out boy feels when you don't get any sleep from a long trip!! lol

love ya and i'll keep you posted!

okay so i'm so excited to go to new york city with my school choir but i have to wake up at 2:30 am, because i'm not fully packed!!  but i brought three cameras with me and i will be taking a lot

there are going to be me and my friends getting on the plane ealy in the morning, our flight leaves at 6:50 am!! anyways, oh yeah, you might see me with one of my eyes crossed, i get tired and one of my eyes has a mind of it's own and goes lazy!!

no worries though i will also hav cute pictures too, i'll post them up as soon as i can!!  you will get to see what i did!!

well, yep that's my true story for this weekend!!

i'm so bored, i just felt like doing that!!

graduation is coming in 26 1/2 days!! yay!! go amy go amy!!

oh goodness!

i'm soo escited and i can't wait!! panic at the disoc is coming and motion city soundtrack is also coming with them on the honda civic tour!! i think they'll be playing at the nokia theatre in grand prarie but yo know how it goes!!  oh and also comming soon is avril lagvine and boys like girls.  i love boys like girls.  so they're coming soon. 

P-P-P-Paramore  was here in dallas not to long ago, in fact i amost went to go see them, but i couldn't, i was broke!!

guess who was here in dallas at six flags?  it was flyleaf, family force five and some other bands that i really love!! it was awesome!! of course the tickets were 26 dollars, but that didn't stop me and my youth group to going and screaming our heads off!!

do you like these bands?

yep it's true!  i've basically run out of things to say! i feel so emo right now!! but i'm not!  some one help me out here, i'm going crazy being locked up in here like a tortose in its shell. 

i feel as though i'm in a music box singing one of my favorite songs called, love song!

you know the one that says, "  head under water and you tell me to breathe easy for awhile breathing gets harder even i know that, you make room for me it's too soon to see that i'm happy in your hands blank stares at blank pages no easy way to say thisdo hear me as i am,  i'm not going to write you a love song cause you asked for it cause you need one you see, i'm not going to write you a love song cause you tell me it's make or break in this, you're on your way i'm not going to write you to stay!"

okay i feel just like this some days, my head under water sometimes to where i can't breathe anymore because of stress with graduation and stuff!!  trying hard not to think about it but it's coming way too soon for me!! and the part about a love song, well i just like that song and i love the beat.  sarah barellies is a good song writer and singer!  i just love that song!  look out for me at the mvas on mtv and i'll make a shout out to you guys when i get there.  also when i'm in american idol too!

i just want this to be over and stop worrying about what's coming next!

you know i don't like her very much at all anymore.  i mean she was pretty five years ago when she wasn't like her sister jessica.  i mean i respect petey boy dating someone that makes him happy but can't he see that she's just with him for publicity?  and have you heard her new song?  it's mixed in with the styles of prince and madonna and well ashlee.  i'm kind of ify on ashlee right now but i saw her on trl and she talked like she was drunk or stoned or something. even damen, i think that's how you spell his name, well he was sitting there next to her and his facial  expression was like,"wow, is she okay? should i call the psyhc ward and tell them to come and get her?" kind of face!  it was kind of funny.  and for ashlee i bet it was embarrassing for her family to see her on trl like that. 

any  thoughts on this or am i just talking?

this is your friend amy so yep, talk to you soon!